I awaken all aloneI just hear the ticking of the clockCan't tell whether it's nightfall or early morningI'm lying here in my room pitch darkThe cool atmosphereWhat is passing by and slowly dropping the temperatureAnd I wonder where You are and who lays with You at night?When I'm here all aloneThere are no echoes in the empty roomWaiting for my memories with You interrogatingMy heart is about to melt soonYou and I, the two of us, just doesn't amount to usDo You miss me?Do You think of me?Is that the way it is?What flies with fallIf You answer honestlyBut the love is not the answerBut love also makes a person tiredDo You know?Do You love me?Is that the way it is?What is suppressed with eruptTell me a good intentioned lieTo allow me to believe that I am not too foolishThe night goes by so very slow and I hope that it won't endSo I close my eyes and dream of You and IIt is a simply a dream that was to shortI'd give away my soul to hold You once againI open my eyes and I'm woken from my dreamThinking maybe You love me like I've always loved YouBut how can You love me like I loved YouWhen You can't even look me straight in my eyesIn this bitter silence, I decided to really let You goBut why do I keep asking why?I'm forced to realizeYou and I, the two of us, just doesn't amount to usYou don't know how long I have waitedYou don't know how long I have wantedTo touch Your lips and hold You tightAnd then finally, the secret is still my ownMy love for You is still unknownAnd it will always be mineAnd then once again I lie awakeSo, please just tell meWho broke my faith in all these yearsI never had Your love and I never willAnd deep down in my heartSomehow I just knowThat no matter whatI'll always love YouThough You and I, the two of us, just doesn't amount to usTell me a good intention lie, althought two people doesn't amount to us
-Laura Liu-