Senin, 24 Juni 2013

Two People Doesn't Amount to "Us"

I awaken all alone
I just hear the ticking of the clock
Can't tell whether it's nightfall or early morning
I'm lying here in my room pitch dark
The cool atmosphere
What is passing by and slowly dropping the temperature
And I wonder where You are and who lays with You at night?
When I'm here all alone
There are no echoes in the empty room
Waiting for my memories with You interrogating
My heart is about to melt soon
You and I, the two of us, just doesn't amount to us

Do You miss me?
Do You think of me?
Is that the way it is?
What flies with fall
If You answer honestly
But the love is not the answer
But love also makes a person tired
Do You know?
Do You love me?
Is that the way it is?
What is suppressed with erupt
Tell me a good intentioned lie
To allow me to believe that I am not too foolish

The night goes by so very slow and I hope that it won't end
So I close my eyes and dream of You and I
It is a simply a dream that was to short
I'd give away my soul to hold You once again
I open my eyes and I'm woken from my dream
Thinking maybe You love me like I've always loved You
But how can You love me like I loved You
When You can't even look me straight in my eyes
In this bitter silence, I decided to really let You go
But why do I keep asking why?
I'm forced to realize
You and I, the two of us, just doesn't amount to us

You don't know how long I have waited
You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch Your lips and hold You tight
And then finally, the secret is still my own
My love for You is still unknown
And it will always be mine
And then once again I lie awake
So, please just tell me
Who broke my faith in all these years
I never had Your love and I never will
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love You
Though You and I, the two of us, just doesn't amount to us

Tell me a good intention lie, althought two people doesn't amount to us

-Laura Liu-